Between Pressure and Presence: A Life Composed in Real Time — Through Music, Collapse, Stillness, and Systems That Hold
This is not a story of success or failure — but of stillness remembered, performance unmasked, and a mind that chose to build frameworks instead of fragments. Presence wasn’t found. It was designed to return. 1988–1997: The Music That Remembered Me My first memory of presence didn’t come from a guru. It came from a flute. Long before I read…